----I will not, Stephen said.
----Why not? Cranly said.
----I will not serve, answered Stephen.
----That remark was made before, Cranly said calmly.
----It is made behind now, said Stephen hotly.
Cranly pressed Stephen's arm, saying:
----Go easy, my dear man. You're an excitable bloody man, do you know.
He laughed nervously as he spoke and, looking up into Stephen's face with moved and friendly eyes, said:
----Do you know that you are an excitable man?
----I daresay I am, said Stephen, laughing also.
Their minds, lately estranged, seemed suddenly to have been drawn closer, one to the other.
----Do you believe in the eucharist? Cranly asked.
----I do not, Stephen said.
----Do you disbelieve then?
----I neither believe in it nor disbelieve in it, Stephen answered.
----Many persons have doubts, even religious persons, yet they overcome them or put them aside, Cranly said. Are your doubts on that point too strong?
----I do not wish to overcome them, Stephen answered.
Cranly, embarrassed for a moment, took another fig from his pocket and was about to eat it when Stephen said:
----Don't, please. You cannot discuss this question with your mouth full of chewed fig.
Cranly examined the fig by the light of a lamp under which he halted. Then he smelt it with both nostrils, bit a tiny piece, spat it out and threw the fig rudely into the gutter.
Addressing it as it lay, he said:
----Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire! Taking Stephen's arms, he went on again and said:
----Do you not fear that those words may be spoken to you on the day of judgement?
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